I don't know how to get rid of this feeling...although I tried and prayed. It still comes back.

I don't wanna say HATE this word, cos I don't wanna hate people. But why I hate her to this extent... I've never disliked anyone to this extent that I just don't want her to appear in front of me.

Plus people tell me bad things about her, and this just adds up to my feeling of "dislike" towards her.

Jun tell me not to get affected by her. He is right..why would I get affected by her. Even in church I can't concentrate.

I'll try to get rid of this feeling...but I will not put on a mask. Maybe only through prayers that I can change my mindset.


p/s: To my girl Melisa sim...if you are reading this, I wanna say thank you to you
for showing me that I'm not the only one facing such situation. Lolx. Hope you are able to overcome it too. Love ya..